It was time to end things.
But now I have sort of an empty feeling I can’t seem to get rid of. I’m going to fill this with friends and family. Enough of these boys, time to get myself together. Time to adventure every aspect of my being and figure out how I work. I have to get to know myself before I let someone else know me right? I’m excited to decode my brain and understand who I want to be and what I want to accomplish this year. A fresh start is just what I’ve been wishing for.
I feel like an 18 year old trapped in a 15 year old body.
I just want to do what i want, whenever i want to.
I hate being tied down like this.
If i were graduated and had a college in mind, i would be gone.
No more rules, no one to tell me what to do.
Just me, myself and i.
when you walk across a room
directly to me.” —Daily Haiku on Love by Tyler Knott Gregson
Crushes never seem to happen all at once.
First, you meet a person, or just start spending more and more time with an acquaintance, and nothing is unusual at first. But as time goes on, you find yourself thinking about them when they’re not around: how interesting your discussions with them are; how much they annoy you when they do such-and-such; how much they make you laugh. Denial begins somewhere around the time you start taking extra care with how you look on the days you’ll see them, or out-and-out wearing what you know will get their attention, though you pretend that it has nothing whatsoever to do with them.
Then one day, the clouds part, the angels sing, or the metaphorical equivalent of an anvil falls on your head, and you can’t deny it anymore. You have to admit that you feel more alive when you’re with them, and you look forward to every moment you spend with them. But the ever-present weight of uncertainty makes your swelling heart ache with every beat.” —Epiphany by phlox [x] (via mymockingjaypatronus)
I love using my body.
It’s weird to think we’ll never get this youth back again.
What will i do when i can’t break out into dance?
When i can’t get on my rollerblades?
When i can’t even go up a flight of stairs without breathing heavily?
You never really appriciate your body until it’s too late.
I’m not going to stop moving.
I’m going to use my body too it’s greatest potential and really push myself during my sports.
Besides, you’ll never be 15 again.
isn’t that sad?