Sometimes I feel horrible things and think horrible things about myself. No matter how great or awesome people think I am, I feel the complete opposite. I wish I could stop but it’s always there. I’ll never be what I want to be….and the scary part is, I don’t even know what it is. People forget about me constantly. He forgot about me.. I’m tired of being unworthy of invites, hangouts, get togethers. But let’s be realistic, I’m not good enough. Never have been, never will be.
“They don’t teach you this in school. They don’t show you the beauty of existing, they don’t show you the wonder of the earth, they don’t show you the unity that human beings are. They show you who’s better, who’s worse. They show you what they need to show you in order for their system to survive. They don’t show you love.”—Literature On High (via thosehearts)